第三十五章 | 清单人生
1 / 12
"Ha?" she says.
查看中文翻译
"Britt-Marie?" says Sven in a formal tone that she's not used to.
查看中文翻译
He's standing beside her with a very tall man. Really astonishingly tall. Britt-Marie doesn't even know how one could manage to have fully functional lighting at home with him around.
查看中文翻译
Sven presents Dino's uncle in English marred by a heavy accent, but Britt-Marie doesn't criticize; she's not the sort of person that criticizes.
查看中文翻译
Omar and Dino are the first to throw themselves into the game with Vega. At first they are guarded, as if every movement is made in sorrow, but before long they are playing as if it's just another evening. They play without memory, because they don't know any other way of doing it. More children turn up, first Toad and Ben but soon others too. Britt-Marie doesn't recognize every one of them, but they all have jeans that are ripped over their thighs. They play as if they live in Borg.
查看中文翻译
"Hello," says Britt-Marie, this being about the long and short of the conversation for her part.
查看中文翻译
It's not that Britt-Marie can't speak English. It's just that she doesn't know how to speak it without feeling like an utter idiot. She wouldn't even know how to say "utter idiot" in English. As far as she's concerned this illustrates her point very well.
查看中文翻译
第三十五章 | 清单人生
2 / 12
"He's saying he still hardly says anything. Only with them…" Sven explains, pointing out of the window.
查看中文翻译
The very tall man, who really is quite unreasonably tall, points at Dino and explains that they lived in three countries and seven cities before they came to Borg. Sven helpfully translates. Britt-Marie understands English perfectly well, but she lets him go on, fearing that she might otherwise be expected to say something. The tall man's mouth judders up and down in a melancholy way when he says that small children don't remember things, which is a blessing. But Dino was old enough to see and hear and remember. He remembers everything they had to flee from.
查看中文翻译
"Sami," he says with a sort of music in the way he pronounces the name, as if he's nursing every nuance of sound. Her eyelashes grow heavy.
查看中文翻译
"He says that Sami saw a boy walking on his own in the road. Vega and the others called out and asked him if he wanted to play, but he didn't understand. So Sami rolled a ball over to him, and then he kicked it," says Sven.
查看中文翻译
Britt-Marie clasps one hand in the other. The tall man does the same.
查看中文翻译
第三十五章 | 清单人生
3 / 12
"I assume you'll be going home now, you and Kent," says Sven, his eyes remote.
查看中文翻译
He gets something out of his pocket and hands it to her. The keys to her car. His eyes flicker. Through the window they see Kent's BMW pulling into the parking area.
查看中文翻译
"It was a beautiful funeral," says Sven, because that's what you say.
查看中文翻译
"Very beautiful," says Britt-Marie, because you have to say that as well.
查看中文翻译
"Thank you," says the tall man.
查看中文翻译
Sven starts translating to the tall man, but he stops him because he also understands. He presses Britt-Marie's hand.
查看中文翻译
She goes back into the pizzeria, with Sven following, and helps Somebody clear glasses and plates from the tables.
查看中文翻译
"I'm the one who should say thank you."
查看中文翻译
Britt-Marie interrupts him, because she understands:
查看中文翻译
Britt-Marie looks at the tall man and her common sense prevents her from saying that once when she and Kent were staying at a hotel and someone had left a foreign newspaper behind, she almost solved a crossword in English entirely on her own.
查看中文翻译
"He wants to thank you for coaching the team. It meant a lo --"
查看中文翻译
第三十五章 | 清单人生
4 / 12
"I… I, of course, of course, I have contacted the social services. They have sent a girl to Borg," he says with a grim expression, as if he's already forgotten that it was actually several nights earlier that he first brought the girl to the children.
查看中文翻译
Sven looks up and crumples in the brief instant between the first question and the realization that what she's asking is whether the children need her. Not whether he does.
查看中文翻译
"Of course," she says.
查看中文翻译
"It's best that way," says Britt-Marie, sucking in her cheeks, but then a few more words slip out of her in spite of it all: "Unless I'm needed here with… Vega and Omar…"
查看中文翻译
"I promised Sami they'd be all right. I promised… I want… they have to have an opportunity to… there must be a sunny story in their lives, Sven. At some point," she manages to say at long last.
查看中文翻译
Britt-Marie mops the sweat from her brow with a handkerchief, so he doesn't notice that she's also mopping her eyes.
查看中文翻译
"She's… you'll like her. I've worked with her many times before. She's a good person. She wants what's best for them, she's not like… like you imagine the social services could be."
查看中文翻译
第三十五章 | 清单人生
5 / 12
"Of course, of course," she replies, directing her words at her shoes.
查看中文翻译
"Obviously, obviously. It's best that way, obviously," she whispers.
查看中文翻译
Sven fingers the police cap in his hands.
查看中文翻译
"We're going to do our best. We'll all do everything we possibly can."
查看中文翻译
"The girl from the council, yes, she'll be staying with the children for a few days. Until they've sorted it all out. She's very considerate. You don't have to worry about that, I, well, I've been asked to drive the children home tonight."
查看中文翻译
It takes a few seconds before the significance of what he has said sinks in for Britt-Marie. Before she's hit with the insight that she's no longer needed.
查看中文翻译
Outside on the soccer pitch, Kent has gotten out of his BMW. He sees Britt-Marie and Sven through the window and puts his hands in his pockets, slightly nonplussed, looking as if he's standing on a street corner and not quite willing to admit that he's lost. He's never been good at talking about death, Britt-Marie knows that. He's the kind of person who can sort out all the practicalities; he can make calls; he'll kiss your eyelids. But he's never been good at feeling things.
查看中文翻译
第三十五章 | 清单人生
6 / 12
"Mother of God," mumbles Britt-Marie from the window. The children watch the shoe flying off. Turn to Kent. He looks back at them and starts laughing. They also laugh. He plays the rest of the match with one shoe, and when he scores he runs around the pitch with Omar perched on his back.
查看中文翻译
His eyes seem to be considering walking into the pizzeria, but his feet steer off in the opposite direction. He makes a few movements with which he seems to be heading back into the BMW, but then the soccer ball comes rolling up and stops by his feet. Omar is standing a few feet away. Kent puts the sole of his shoe on the ball and looks at the boy. Kicks the ball to him. Omar stops it with the side of his foot, so it bounces back to Kent.
查看中文翻译
Thirty seconds later Kent is in the middle of the pile of children, his shirt creased and hanging down outside his belt, his hair untidy. Instantly, he's happy. When the ball comes flying to him at knee-height, he gathers himself and kicks as hard as he can, misses the ball, and watches one of his shoes flying off and clearing the top of the fence along the side of the recreation center.
查看中文翻译
第三十五章 | 清单人生
7 / 12
Omar hugs him a little too hard. A little too long. As teenagers get few chances to do outside of a soccer pitch. Kent hugs him back. Because soccer allows him to do it.
查看中文翻译
Sven has turned away from the window when he mumbles:
查看中文翻译
"Don't dislike me, Britt-Marie, for not calling the social services earlier. I just wanted to give Sami the chance to get things organized. I thought… I… I… I just wanted to give him the chance. Don't dislike me for it."
查看中文翻译
He looks about to say something, so she quickly interjects:
查看中文翻译
"Quite the opposite, Sven. Quite the opposite."
查看中文翻译
Sven puts his police cap back on his head. It ends up slightly wonky.
查看中文翻译
Her fingers skim through the air between them as close as they can without actually touching him.
查看中文翻译
"They've been coming here every evening since the cup. More and more of them every evening. If it carries on like this, soon Borg won't be a team, it'll be a club."
查看中文翻译
Britt-Marie doesn't know what that means, but it sounds beautiful. She thinks Sami would have liked it.
查看中文翻译
"There are more kids here now than earlier. Where are they all from?"
查看中文翻译
第三十五章 | 清单人生
8 / 12
"They look so happy. Even in the midst of all this they can look so happy when they're playing," she says, almost enviously.
查看中文翻译
Sven rubs the back of his hand against his beard stubble. He looks tired. She has never seen him tired. But at long last the corners of his mouth twitch slightly, his eyes glitter at her, and he says:
查看中文翻译
"Of course."
查看中文翻译
"If it's not too inappropriate, I should like to ask you a very personal question, Sven."
查看中文翻译
"Soccer forces life to move on. There's always a new match. A new season. There's always a dream that everything can get better. It's a game of wonders."
查看中文翻译
Britt-Marie straightens out a crease in his shirt, her hand landing as lightly as a butterfly, without actually touching his body under the fabric.
查看中文翻译
It seems quite fitting for a man like Sven that he should believe more in love than in passion. He's a policeman who believes more in justice than in the law. It suits him, she thinks to herself. But she doesn't tell him as much.
查看中文翻译
"I've never supported a team. I think I love soccer too much. Sometimes your passion for a team can get in the way of your love for the game."
查看中文翻译
"What soccer team do you support?"
查看中文翻译
Surprised, his face releases and changes.
查看中文翻译
第三十五章 | 清单人生
9 / 12
Maybe he is also intending to say something bigger, but he holds off and walks away. She wants to call out to him, but it's too late.
查看中文翻译
"Poetic," she says.
查看中文翻译
"It was, what's-it-called? Beautiful funeral, huh?" says Somebody, her voice a little gravelly.
查看中文翻译
"Course." He smiles back.
查看中文翻译
She wants to say so much more. Maybe he does too. But in the end all he can manage to utter is: "I want you to know, Britt-Marie, that every time there's a knock on my front door, I hope it's you."
查看中文翻译
Britt-Marie dabs her cheeks with her handkerchief so no one can see she's wiping her eyes. Then she walks purposefully through the pizzeria to Somebody. There are still people everywhere. Ben's mother and Dino's uncle and Toad's parents, but also a lot of other people whose faces Britt-Marie can only dimly recall from the soccer cup. They are cleaning up and putting the chairs in order, and she only just manages to resist the urge to straighten them again.
查看中文翻译
The door tinkles cheerfully behind him, because doors really don't seem to get when the moment is or isn't right.
查看中文翻译
第三十五章 | 清单人生
10 / 12
"Well. I been, you know, thinking about that car, huh, Britt-Marie. I don't have good car mechanic, huh? Maybe did it wrong, you know? So first you check the work, huh? Then you come back. Pay."
查看中文翻译
"Yes," agrees Britt-Marie, before getting out her wallet and immediately continuing: "I should like to ask what I owe you for the car door."
查看中文翻译
Somebody drums the edge of her wheelchair.
查看中文翻译
"I don't understand."
查看中文翻译
"Britt-Marie very honest person, huh. Britt-Marie does not steal. So then I know Britt-Marie comes back to Borg, huh. To pay."
查看中文翻译
Somebody scratches her cheek so no one can see she's wiping her eyes as well.
查看中文翻译
She wants to get busy cleaning up, but then has a merciless realization that the people she does not know, inside the pizzeria, have already done it. Somebody has already told them all what to do. And now there is nothing left to finish.
查看中文翻译
"Of course," she replies, turning away. "Of course."
查看中文翻译
She stands on her own in the doorway until the children stop playing. They go home, one after the other. At a distance, Sven waits patiently for Vega and Omar. He lets the children take the time they need. Vega goes directly to the backseat and closes the door behind her, but Omar wanders on his own along the plank and runs his fingers across the white jerseys. He leans over the candles on the ground, carefully picks one up that has gone out, and relights it by holding it over the flame of another, then puts it back. When he straightens up he sees Britt-Marie in the doorway. His hand moves almost unnoticeably away from his hip, in a little wave. A wave from a young man is much more than a wave from a child. She waves back as much as she can without showing him that she is crying.
查看中文翻译
Britt-Marie is not needed here anymore.
查看中文翻译
第三十五章 | 清单人生
11 / 12
He takes her hand and she presses her eyelids against his lips. Says, almost panting:
查看中文翻译
She goes down to the parking area just as the police car pulls into the road and heads off towards the children's house. Kent is waiting for her, sweaty, his shirt creased and hanging loose, his hair on end to one side of his large head -- and he still only has one shoe. He looks quite, quite mad. It reminds her of how he used to look when they were children. Back then it never bothered him that other people would shake their heads at him; he was never afraid of making a fool of himself. He never needed anyone's affirmation except hers.
查看中文翻译
"Everything is going to be all right," says Kent into her hair.
查看中文翻译
"I promised Sami their lives would work out," sobs Britt-Marie.
查看中文翻译
"They're going to be fine, you have to let the authorities take care of this," he says calmly.
查看中文翻译
"Vega is afraid even if she mainly seems angry. Omar is angry, even if he mostly seems afraid."
查看中文翻译
"They're not your children, darling."
查看中文翻译
"I know. Of course I do know that."
查看中文翻译
第三十五章 | 清单人生
12 / 12
"No, Kent, certainly not! I am certainly not going into town with you if you don't first put on both your shoes!"
查看中文翻译
"I'll go with you."
查看中文翻译
"You don't always have to stand next to me, Kent."
查看中文翻译
She doesn't answer. Because she knows. Obviously she knows that. Instead, she straightens her back and wipes her eyes with a tissue, adjusts a crease in her skirt and several in Kent's shirt. Collects herself and clasps her hands over her stomach and asks him:
查看中文翻译
Then he smiles. And she tries to.
查看中文翻译
"I should like to take care of a last errand. Tomorrow. In town. If it's not too much trouble."
查看中文翻译
"Yes, I do."
查看中文翻译
But when he starts walking back to the BMW she stays where she is with her heels dug into the gravel, as you do when enough is finally enough:
查看中文翻译

阅读难度

小说篇幅

小说分类