The holiday cottage was not at all like in the photographs. Small and dark, it had that holiday cottage smell, air-freshener and stale cupboards, and seemed to have retained the winter's chill in its thick stone walls, so that even on a blazing July day it felt chilly and damp.

North Yorkshire

Still, it didn't seem to matter. It was functional, isolated and the view of the North Yorkshire Moors was startling, even through the tiny windows. Most days they were out walking or driving along the coast, visiting antiquated seaside resorts that Emma remembered from childhood excursions, dusty little towns that seemed stuck in 1976. Today, the fourth day of the trip, they were in Filey, walking along the broad promenade that overlooks the great expanse of beach, still fairly empty on a Tuesday during term-time.

"Oh I'm sorry, am I boring you?"

"Well tough, I'm afraid. Four more days to go."

"See over there? That's where my sister got bitten by a dog."

"Only a little."

"That's interesting. What kind of dog?"

"Have a look. Go on -- up there."

"How can you not be interested? It's beautiful."

"Hmmm."

"I'm not interested. I'm sleeping."

"It's bad enough that we're rambling. It'll be classical music next."

"I'm too young to birdwatch."

In the afternoon, they were meant to go on some ambitious hike to a waterfall that Emma had planned the night before, but after an hour they found themselves on the moors staring uncomprehendingly at the Ordnance Survey map before giving up, lying down on the parched heather and dozing in the sun. Emma had brought along a bird guide and an immense pair of ex-army binoculars, the size and weight of a diesel engine, which she now raised with some effort to her eyes.

"Then it'll be gardening, then you'll be buying jeans in Marks and Spencer's, you'll want to move to the country. We'll call each other 'darling'. I've seen it happen, Em. It's a slippery slope."

Emma laughed. "You're being ridiculous, you know that."

"Look, up there. I think it's a hen harrier."

"Too cool to birdwatch --"

"It's not too late to cancel."

"Okay." She kissed him again. "Let me think about it."

"You could hyphenate."

"Morley-Mayhew. Sounds like a village in the Cotswolds. 'We've got a little place just outside Morley-Mayhew'."

They were getting married in November, a small, discreet winter wedding at a registry office, followed by a small, restrained reception for close friends and family at a favoured local restaurant. It was, they insisted, not really a wedding, more an excuse for a party. The vows would be secular and not too sentimental and had yet to be written; almost too embarrassing, they imagined, actually to sit face-to-face and compose those promises to each other.

She raised herself on one arm, leant across and kissed him. "Remind me again, why am I marrying you?"

"But you are still going to promise to obey me, right?"

"Don't think so."

"Would we still get our deposit back?"

"Only if you vow that you'll never, ever get into golf."

"'Emma Mayhew'. Could be worse, I suppose."

"And you're going to take my surname?"

"Can't we just use the vows you made to your ex-wife?"

And this was how they approached the big day: flippant, but privately, discreetly elated too.

This week in Yorkshire was their last chance of a holiday before their modest, discreet big day. Emma had a deadline and Dexter was anxious about leaving the business for a whole week, but at least the trip allowed them to stop off at Emma's parents, an event that her mother had treated like an overnight visit by royalty. Serviettes were on the table, rather than the usual kitchen roll, there was trifle and a bottle of Perrier in the fridge. After the end of Emma's relationship with Ian it had seemed that Sue Morley would never love again and yet, if anything, she was even more fixated on Dexter, flirting in a bizarre, over-enunciated voice, like a coquettish speaking clock. Dutifully, Dexter flirted back, while the rest of the Morley family could do nothing but stare silently at the floor tiles and try not to laugh. Sue didn't care; to her it seemed as if a long-held fantasy was finally coming true: her daughter was actually marrying Prince Andrew.

"I don't think your sister likes me very much," said Dexter, racking up the balls for the deciding game.

"He's nice. I like him. Just I thought he was meant to be some famous shagger or summat."

"Why's Mum talking in that daft voice, that's what I want to know."

"She likes him." Emma nudged her sister's arm. "You like him too, don't you?"

And Marianne had sniffed and visibly resisted saying something about leopards and their spots.

"A long time ago, maybe. Not now."

Watching him through her family's eyes, Emma had felt proud of Dexter; he twinkled at Sue, was boyish and funny with her cousins, seemed sincerely interested in her father's koi carp and United's chances in the league. Only Emma's younger sister seemed sceptical of his appeal and sincerity. Divorced with two boys now, resentful and perpetually exhausted, Marianne was not in the mood for another wedding. They spoke that night while washing up.

They abandoned the search for the waterfall, and instead drove back to the local pub, eating crisps and playing closely matched games of pool through the late afternoon.

"No, I do. It's just I feel a bit like I'm on a… stud farm or something."

By nine o'clock, Emma was asleep in the large, uncomfortable bed. It was still light outside, and for a while Dexter lay listening to her breathing, looking out at the small patch of purple moor that could be seen through the bedroom window. Still restless, he slid from the bed, pulled on some clothes and stepped quietly downstairs to the kitchen, where he rewarded himself with a glass of wine and wondered what they were supposed to do now. Dexter, who was used to the wilds of Oxfordshire, found this kind of isolation unnerving. It was too much to hope for a broadband connection, but in the brochure the cottage had also proudly boasted its lack of a television, and the silence made him anxious. On his iPod he selected some Thelonious Monk -- he found himself listening to more jazz these days -- then flopped back onto the sofa, releasing a cloud of dust, and picked up his book. Half-jokingly, Emma had bought him a copy of Wuthering Heights to read on the trip, but he found the book almost entirely unreadable so instead he reached for his laptop, opened it and stared at the screen.

"Only if you want to."

Dexter smiled. "Your accent."

"Have I?"

"You've got dead Northern since we've been up here."

"Don't mind, do you?"

"Course she does."

"What about it?"

Emma won the game, and they walked back to the cottage in the evening light, woozy and affectionate from beer on an empty stomach. A working holiday, the plan had been to spend the day together and for Emma to work at night, but the trip had coincided with the most fertile days of Emma's cycle, and they were obliged to take full advantage of these opportunities now. "What, again?" mumbled Dexter as Emma closed the door and kissed him.

"Don't mind at all. Whose turn to break?"

"She barely spoke a word to me."

"She's just shy and a bit grumpy. She's like that, our sis."

"Oh, you are. You are."

"Soon as we hit the M1."

After a whirlwind romance! etc.

So far, the text in its entirety ran as follows.

In a folder called "Personal Documents" lay another folder called "Random" within which lay a file of just 40KB called bigdayspeech. doc: the text of his groom's speech. The horror of his witless, incoherent, semi-improvised performance at his previous wedding still remained vivid, and he was determined to get this one right, and to start work on it early.

Great friends on and off. Me being idiot. Sometimes don't see thing in front of face.(corny)

How to describe Em. Her many qualities. Funny. Intelligence. Good dancer when she does but terrible cook. Taste in music. We argue. But can always talk laugh. Beautiful but doesn't always know it etc etc. Great with Jas, even gets on with my ex-wife! Ho ho ha. Everyone loves her.

How we met. At same Uni but never knew her. Seen her around. Always angry about something terrible hair. Show photographs? Thought I was toff. Dungarees, or did I imagine. Finally got to know her. Called Dad fascist.

My Groom's speach

Pause wile guests vom in unison.

We lost touch. Bit about Paris.

Finally together, whirlwind romance nearly 15 years, finally makes sense. All friends said told you so. Happier than ever been.

It was a start, and the structure was there. He set to work in earnest, switching the font from Courier to Arial to Times New Roman and back again, changing it all to italics, counting the words, adjusting the paragraphs and margins so that it looked more substantial.

"I'd just like to thank everyone for coming here today…"

Finally, he started to speak it out loud, using the text as notes, trying to recall the fluency he had once had on TV.

But he could hear the creak of floorboards above his head and quickly he closed the lid of the laptop, slid it furtively beneath the sofa and reached for Wuthering Heights.

Acknowledge second wedding. Get right this time. Thank caterers. Thank Sue Jim making me welcome. Feel like honorary northerner gags here etc. Telegrams? Absent friends. Sorry Mum's not here. Would have approved. At last!

Toast to my beautiful wife blah-di-blah-di-blah-blah-blah-blah-blah.

She yawned once more. "You've tired me out." She laughed. "Stud."

"It gets better, I promise you."

"What shall we do instead then?"

"Go and put some clothes on, will you?"

"Haven't got to that bit yet. It's still some woman called Nelly banging on."

Naked and sleepy-eyed, Emma padded down the stairs, stopping halfway and sitting with her arms wrapped round her knees. She yawned. "What time is it?"

"Quarter to ten. Wild times, Em."

"I know it sounds weird," he said, looking a little sheepish. "But I wouldn't mind a game of Scrabble."

"Tell me again, why is there no television here?"

"We're meant to make our own entertainment. Come back to bed and talk to me."

"What are you doing anyway?" He held up Wuthering Heights and Emma smiled. "'I cannot live without my life! I cannot live without my soul'! Or is it 'love without my life'. Or 'live without my love'? Can't remember."

He stood and crossed the room, leaning over the banister and kissing her. "Promise you won't force me to have sex again."