"Sorry the ball hit your head. We weren't aiming at you."

Britt-Marie regains her composure and grips her handbag more firmly as she steps off the wheelchair ramp and crosses the large graveled parking area. She walks fast, as if she's being chased by someone. Somebody rolls behind her. Vega takes the soccer ball and runs towards a group of other children, who are all wearing jeans that are torn across their thighs. After a couple of steps, Vega stops, peers at Britt-Marie and mumbles:

Britt-Marie stumbles on the threshold. As if it's not just the people in Borg who are trying to push her away, but also the actual buildings. She stands on the wheelchair ramp leading up to the door of the pizzeria. Curls her toes, making her foot into a little fist in her shoe to dull the pain. A tractor goes past on the road in one direction, a truck in the other. And then the road lies desolate. Britt-Marie has never been in such a small community, only driven through places like this sitting next to Kent in the car. Kent was always very sneering about them.

"But we could have hit it if we'd been aiming!"

Then she says quite curtly to Somebody:

The ball rolls back slowly to Britt-Marie. The children seem to be waiting for her to kick it back. Britt-Marie moves out of the way as if the ball was trying to spit at her. The ball rolls past. Vega comes running.

She turns around and shoots the ball past the boys into a wooden fence between the recreation center and the pizzeria. One of the boys is at the receiving end, and he fires it into the fence again. Only then does Britt-Marie realize where the thumping sounds in Borg come from. One of the boys takes aim at the fence but instead manages to shoot the ball right back to Britt-Marie, which, if you consider the angle, is quite an impressive feat as far as underachievements go.

"Why didn't you kick it?" she asks, perplexed.

They glare at each other, filled with mutual conviction that the opposing party is utterly deranged. Vega kicks the ball back to the boys and runs off. Britt-Marie brushes some dust from her skirt. Somebody takes a gulp of vodka.

"Why on earth would I want to kick it?"

Somebody looks unimpressed. Points at the children with her vodka bottle and says:

"Kent says the financial crisis is over," Britt-Marie informs her amicably.

"Bloody brats, you know. Crap at soccer. They couldn't hit the water from, you know? A boat! But they don't have nowhere to play, right? Bloody crap. The council closed down the soccer pitch. Sold the land and now they're building flats there. Then the financial crisis and all that shit and now: no flats like they said, and no soccer pitch either."

"Maybe that Kent bloke has, what's-it-called? His head up his arse, huh?"

Britt-Marie doesn't know if she's more offended because she doesn't know what this means, or because she has an idea of what it means.

Somebody snorts.

"Kent probably knows more about this than you do. He's an entrepreneur, you have to understand. Incredibly successful. Does business with Germany," she says, putting Somebody to rights.

"They closed down the soccer team when they closed down the pitch. Good players moved to crap team in town."

"Town. Twelve miles that way, huh? These are, you know, the kids left behind. Like your what's-it-called? Faxin! Discontinued product line. You have to be profitable. So this Kent, huh, he may have his arse full of head, huh? Maybe financial crisis cleared out of the city, you know, but it likes Borg. It's living here now, the bastard!"

She nods down the road towards what Britt-Marie has to assume is "town," then back at the children.

"In Borg, everyone drove trucks, you know. There was, what's-it-called, a trucking company here! Then you know, the bastard financial crisis. More people in Borg now than trucks, and more trucks than jobs."

Britt-Marie keeps a firm grasp on her handbag and feels a need, for reasons that are not entirely transparent, to defend herself.

Britt-Marie notes the clear distinction between how she speaks of the "town" twelve miles away and the city Britt-Marie comes from. There are two different levels of contempt. Somebody takes such a big hit on her bottle that her eyes tear up as she goes on:

"It certainly cannot be moved, it exploded as I was parking it."

"Rats are filthy. They live in their own dirt."

Somebody laughs. She pushes her wheelchair around the car, and looks at the soccer ball-shaped dent in the passenger door.

"If you got involved in keeping things a bit cleaner here in Borg, then maybe you wouldn't have so much of a financial crisis."

"You should move the car. They'll shoot the soccer ball at it, huh."

Somebody doesn't give the impression that she's been listening very carefully.

Britt-Marie shakes her head patiently.

"Rats have to live somewhere, don't they?"

"It's one of those, what's-it-called? Myths? Dirty rats. It's a myth, huh. They're, what's-it-called? Clean! Wash themselves like cats, you know, with tongue. Mice are crappy, crap everywhere, but rats have toilets. Always crap in same place, huh." She points at Britt-Marie's car with her bottle.

Somebody digs in her ear. Looks at her finger with interest. Drinks some more vodka. Britt-Marie nods and adds in a tone that, in every possible way, is extremely helpful:

"There are rats here," she informs Somebody, not at all unpleasantly.

Britt-Marie fumbles after her list in her handbag.

She holds up the envelope with the keys. Britt-Marie takes it, looks at Somebody's bottle of vodka, and keeps a firm grip on her handbag.

"Ah. Flying stone." She chuckles.

"Ha. Might I ask where I'll find the nearest mechanic?"

"Here," says Somebody.

Britt-Marie peers skeptically -- at Somebody, obviously, not at the wheelchair. Britt-Marie is not one of those types who judges people.

Somebody shrugs.

"No bother for me," says Somebody and nonchalantly rolls her wheelchair back and forth.

"What's that?" asks Britt-Marie, reluctantly following behind and glaring at the soccer ball-shaped dent.

"Flying stone. When the car workshop call insurance company, huh. Then the workshop say, 'flying stone,' " chuckles Somebody.

"They shut down the car workshop, huh. We do what we can. But never bloody mind that now! I show you the recreation center, yeah?"

Then she shakes her head.

"That's perfectly all right, thank you. I don't want to create any bother."

"You repair cars, do you?"

Then she briskly turns around and marches off across the graveled courtyard, in case Somebody gets the idea of trying to follow her. She lifts out her bags and flowerboxes from the car and drags them over to the recreation center. Unlocks the door and steps inside, and locks it behind her. Not that she dislikes this Somebody person. Not at all.

Britt-Marie smiles superbly.

"I wasn't alluding to your bother."

She looks around. The wall is thumping from the outside, and there are rat tracks in the dust on the floor. So Britt-Marie does what she always does when facing emergencies in life: she cleans. She polishes the windows with a rag dipped in baking soda and wipes them with newspaper dampened with vinegar. It's almost as effective as Faxin, but doesn't quite feel as good. She wipes the kitchen sink with baking soda and water and then mops all the floors, then mixes baking soda and lemon juice to clean the tiles and taps in the bathroom, and then mixes baking soda and toothpaste to polish the sink. Then she sprinkles baking soda over her balcony boxes, otherwise there'll be snails.

It's just that the smell of vodka reminds her of Kent.

The balcony boxes may look as if they only contain soil, but underneath there are flowers waiting for spring. The winter requires whoever is doing the watering to have a bit of faith, in order to believe that what looks empty has every potential. Britt-Marie no longer knows whether she has faith or just hope. Maybe neither.

The wallpaper of the recreation center looks indifferently at her. It's covered in photos of people and soccer balls.

The kitchen is almost completely taken up by a dish rack, a refrigerator, and two wooden stools. She opens the refrigerator to find it empty apart from a packet of coffee. She curses herself for not bringing any vanilla extract. If you mix vanilla extract with baking soda, the refrigerator smells fresh.

Everywhere, soccer balls. Every time Britt-Marie glimpses another one from the corner of her eye, she rubs things even more aggressively with her sponge. She keeps cleaning until the thumping against the wall stops and the children and the soccer ball have gone home. Only once the sun has gone down does Britt-Marie realize that the lights inside only work in the kitchen. So she stays in there, stranded on a little island of artificial, fluorescent light, in a soon-to-be-closed-down recreation center.

Britt-Marie feels deeply mortified by this. She tugs at the lid in frustration. The blinking intensifies, upon which Britt-Marie tugs at it with such insistence that the whole machine is knocked over. The lid snaps open and a mess of coffee grounds and water sprays all over Britt-Marie's jacket.

She stands hesitantly in front of the coffee percolator. It looks modern. She hasn't made coffee in many years, because Kent makes very good coffee, and Britt-Marie always finds it's best to wait for him. But this percolator has an illuminated button, which strikes Britt-Marie as one of the most marvelous things she has seen in years, so she tries to open the lid where she assumes the coffee should be spooned in. It's stuck. The button starts blinking angrily.

They say people change when they go away, which is why Britt-Marie has always loathed traveling. She doesn't want change.

So it must be on account of the traveling, she decides afterwards, that she now loses her self-possession as never before. Unless you count the time Kent walked across the parquet floor in his golf shoes soon after they were married.

She doesn't want her tears to drip onto the floor. They could leave marks.

She picks up the mop and starts beating the coffee machine with the handle as hard as she can. It blinks. Something smashes. It stops blinking. Britt-Marie keeps hitting it until her arms are trembling and her eyes can no longer make out the contours of the dish rack. Finally, out of breath, she fetches a towel from her handbag. Turns off the ceiling light in the kitchen. Sits down on one of the wooden stools in the darkness, and weeps into the towel.