nonconformism

1. But your generation has an especially bad case, because your mass conformism is masked by the appearance of mass nonconformism.
   但对于你们这代人来说，这个问题尤其严重，因为你们的大量的从众行为大多带上了不走寻常路的伪装。
2. You had to pretend conformity while privately pursuing high and dangerous nonconformism ( Anthony Burgess)
   当你私下里追求崇高而又危险的新教教义时，你仍得假装信奉国教（安东尼伯吉斯）

noun

1. the practice of nonconformity

2. a lack of orthodoxy in thoughts or beliefs

   Synonym:    nonconformitynonconformance